Ed, it’s been more than 3 years since you went away, and I am still in love with you and miss you terribly😢. Tres remains in contact with me, and has been someone I could count on to talk with when my heart is especially heavy with sadness. The hardest moments are when I dream of you. The dreams are so vivid that I actually feel that you’re with me...what a cruel joke in the end my love. Since you went away mommy has also left me😭. You probably know this because mommy spoke to you a few days before she died. I hate using the word die Ed, as you will only die if I allow you to disappear. I think of you every single day, and look forward to seeing you again in heaven. For now, I just want you to know that my heart still belongs to you, you are still my daddy, and I am still ride or die🙂. I adore you😘. Your honeykat❤️